행복한 날

오늘 정말 재미 있었어.
생각보다 즐겁게 되었어....

Today was such a busy day for me...I have to get up early in the morning just to go jogging, then go the library to study and prepare for my Eng 199 class. Then I had to finish my registration since I cancelled my Phil lit class and transferred into an English Semantic class..Then of course I had to attend my classes, concentrate and try my best to recite in class..

Sometimes I really get tired.
I don't feel that good now.

I want to but I can't

Do you know that I want to be kind and swet to you even though the time and the environment does not permit me to?
Do you know that I want to talk to you about all the things under the sun? and yet I always end up talking about things which are "business as usual"....
I even want to hold your hand and walk under the stars but yet I know that there is no way this dream of mine may come true.

You know why?
Because I am so damned scared to show you how I feel....I am almost turning 20 but look at me..I'm like a 13 year old girl who has just found her first crush...

Oh...I'm helpless.

But one's thing for sure..I'm beginning to really like you.

That's the problem.