힘들다

오늘 아짐 에 어학원으로 길 이고 비가 많이 와요. 그래서 비를 맞았어. 어학원에 도작하는떼 기븐이 나빠요: 열이 났어 좀 어지러워. 하지만 괜잫았어.

점심 에 는 광현 에게 부타했어. 그 는 낼 와 캍이 UP 에 가고 싶했어. 하지만 사장님 이 광현 하고 싸웠어. 나 에게 도 사장님이 화가 났어.

지금 힘들어.

Vacation will be over in a few days.

I really want to enjoy the last few days of the summer vacation.
I think I'll go to SM MAll of Asia this weekend..or if this is not possible, I'll have to settle for Sm Megamall..hehehe
I'm such a mall rat.
Ok..I promise I'll enjoy the coming days to the fullest.

before being so absorbed in studying again..
Oh common, with the way things in my life are going right now , it might be difficult to be absorbed with my studies.

So this is how it feels to be alive and ** ****....

Vacation will be over in a few days.

I really want to enjoy the last few days of the summer vacation.
I think I'll go to SM MAll of Asia this weekend..or if this is not possible, I'll have to settle for Sm Megamall..hehehe
I'm such a mall rat.
Ok..I promise I'll enjoy the coming days to the fullest.

before being so absorbed in studying again..
Oh common, with the way things in my life are going right now , it might be difficult to be absorbed with my studies.

So this is how it feels to be alive and ** ****....

Wishful thinking

I
just
want
to
"fall",
really
fall
until
I
realize
how
it
feels.
Just
this
once
please.
I'll
be
strong.
But
will
HE
catch
me.

After months of not seeing my bestfriend Joy, finally I was able to meet her yesterday. I really missed her! We just did the usual stuffs we do when we get to hang-around. At first, I thought she couldn't make it. I was almost upset but luckily she kept her promise. Hahaha... I was really crazy yesterday. We talked about a lot of things...I thought I'll suffer from sore throat. I am glad that she now knows the things happening in my life lately. I think we need to meet again next Saturday, the last weekend before the start of the school year.
Oh! I'm not yet prepared to start school. I haven't even bought a piece of notebook or a pen. hahaha

Bothered

Last Saturday, I got to know several things that surprised me. The things I have heard only confirmed the thoughts I had in the past few days. I feel stuck in between 2 large stones wanting to crash each other.
I know I should act maturely. Honestly, I have an idea of what I must do but when thinking of the possible results of those actions, I feel hesitant.
She obviously needs a change of attitude.
I want to help her.

What if?

What if a girl falls for someone eventhough she knows that she might end up being hurt in the end?
Is she that stubborn to succumb to the joys and pains of unrequited love?
What if it happens to me...like it always did in the past.
Does it mean that I never learn a thing or two from the past?
Should I allow myself to dive into the water without knowing how deep it is?
I am so confused.
I wish he can help me to figure out what am I really feeling. I'm clueless about his either.