Thursday, May 04, 2006

To The Most Insensitive Guy I have ever met: May you be able to read and COMPREHEND this entry

오늘은 너 가 나한테 너무거만하게 말했는다. 그것을 어떡해 말했으니? 너대문에 오늘 제가 마음이 아프다.
지금 너 가 심술궂은 사람이라고 생각한다.
I don't what's wrong with this day. Everyone seems to be feeling down today. You can see it from our faces.
I really hate this day. I curse K**** H*** for being so insensitive and arrogant. How could he do that? How could he say all those offensive words? I hate him!!!! I was really hurt by the things he said, even if he was only joking.
I don't think I deserve such treatment.
I want to cry right this very moment. No, perhaps sheding a tear or two wouldn't help . What I really want is to shout at him and curse him until he realize how upset I really am.
Sometimes I always try to be strong. But its difficult to do so if you feel so weak and vulnerable deep inside.
If only I have a heart of stone, perhaps I wouldn't feel even the slightest pain.

1 comment:

S2K said...

I'm sorry you had a bad day. 힘 내세요. 그리고 장난, 농담 핑계로 다른사람의 마음을 아프게하는 사람들은 상대하지 마세요. 장난으로 그렇게 마음에 상처를 준다면 화났을땐 더하겠죠? 그리고 heart of stone 보다는 가끔 상처를 받긴하지만 여린 마음이 더 아름답다고 생각해요. 힘내세요! (I know. My Korean grammer sucks...)