My actions always betray my heart.

I really wanted to talk to you but I couldn't muster enough courage to do so.
Why is that whenever I like someone, I always can't talk to him whenever I really want to?
This is a curse.

Time-out

Perhaps my readers will be surprised that finally, after a long time, I got a full rest. I spent 2 days without actually leaving the borners of what people call 'home'. Its been a long time since this actually happened and if I should, I somehow missed the comfort I get out of the notion that I'll just be staying home for a day. So how did I spent my weekend, oh of course I was preoccupied with the usual stuffs like studying Korean, watching TV, surfing the net, eating, etc. Things I usually have done during the past months alongside with my school works and job. Nothing really new, it's just that I felt well rested.
The first week of our summer class has already passed. I was expecting a lot from our CWTS class and after just a week, I was not wrong to do so. Our professor really knew a lot about the subject matter. He is passionate about what he is doing and he has a lot of fresh ideas and ways to handle the class in such a fun way. My classmates are kind and amiable. We went to a Gawad Kalinga site in Payats last Thursday and eventhough it was quite tiring, I really did have fun. I am happy to be somehow exposed with different worlds where people actually live in. Though I felt useless (compared to the volunteers coming from Ateneo), I am satfisfied with the idea that all of us are left with the option whether to cooperate in such civic activities or not.
There are times when I really wanted to reach out and be as generous as I can, but if one doesn't have the gift of time, such things becomes more difficult to accomplish. Oh well, we all have the gift of time, but what makes us different is the way we choose to spent it.
I am meeting a lot of new people these days and that already makes me happy. ^>^
Tomorrow, I'm finally going swimming with my relatives. I'm excited because I've been hearing a lot of good things about the resort we are going to. Yeah! I' ll try not to get sun tanned (but that might be inevitable.)

여자이니까

도대체 알 수가 없어 남자들의 마음
원할 땐 언제고 다 주니 이제 떠난대
이런적 처음이라고 너는 특별하다는
그 말을 믿었어 내겐 행복이었어
말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어졌다고
눈치가 없는 난 늘 보채기만 했어
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울거야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까
모든걸 쉽게 다 주면 금방 싫증내는게
남자라 들었어 틀린 말 같진 않아
다시는 속지 않으리 마음먹어 보지만
또다시 사랑에 무너지는게 여자야
말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어졌다고

눈치가 없는 난 늘 보채기만 했어
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울거야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까

[narration]
오늘 우린 헤어졌어 부디 행복하라고
너보다 좋은 사람만나길 바란다고
너도 다른 남자랑 똑같애 날 사랑한다고 말한땐 언제고
솔직히 나 네가 잘 되는거 싫어
나보다 예쁜 여자 만나 행복하게 잘 살면 어떡해
그러다 날 정말 잊어버리면 어떡해
난 이렇게 힘든데 힘들어 죽겠는데
아직도 널 너무 사랑하는데

사랑을 위해서라면 모든 다 할 수 있는
여자의 착한 본능을 이용하지는 말아줘
한여자로 태어나 사랑받고 사는게
이렇게 힘들고 어려울줄 몰랐어
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울거야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울거야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까

Waiting

Because I'm a girl By KISS

I want to talk to my friends right this very moment but I can't.

Sometimes I really don't have a clue what to write about.
To think that I'll be taking a Creative Writing class next semester.
Oh well, might as well find a cure for this writer's block.
hahaha...

My life is still pretty much the same.

Sometimes I really don't have a clue what to write about.
To think that I'll be taking a Creative Writing class next semester.
Oh well, might as well find a cure for this writer's block.
hahaha...

My life is still pretty much the same.

GC: Grade Conscious

Gee! I saw my grade in Eng 22 online. I only got a 1.75...That's low, not even mediocre!! I was expecting atleast a 1.5. Maybe it's because of my performance in our final exam. Yes, I admit that my 6 pages essay might not really be that coherent.
Urgh!!!!
Anyway, I'll keep my fingers crossed for my grades in CL 171 and in FA 28.
I'm more worried about the latter.

Forgive me for being such a grade conscious student. I really need to get high grades if I want to increase my chances of getting into UP law school.