God, after reading all the love stories posted in peyups.com.. I am on a dilemma on what my true feelings really are... I feel lost, floating in the air without any direction to go to...
Shit! I dont know if am really over him.. (u know him... like the one Ive been telling u about? E****)Lately, i'm getting the nerves that I still have feelings for him, its just that they are burried deep down in my heart..but im pretty sure that it would come out again, given a chance that I would see him..
I dont know whats up with me that my memory of him would just pop out of nowhere and make me feel lost.. and confused.
I dont know up to when this would last.. maybe for a couple of days.. a couple of days wouldn't hurt at all, since Im used to this unrequited love, for almost how long? 5 years! Yes, 5 years full of hope, confusions, emptiness, and love...
I dont know if I am missing the person or my feelings for him.. I was so assured back then that he was the one I really like, I sheltered myself with that assurance..I was so comforted by the fact that I found the one for me.. although he hasn't found me.. not yet.
And right now..I am no longer sure..
I want to forget all my memories I have of him.. I was the only one who built it.. yet I can't throw it away by myself..
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